Sunday, 5 May 2013
Ever since i started on the glyco ive been having very strange dream's, really vivid, load's are like i am on the edge of something trying not to fall. Some are so real because there about where i am and the people around me, i wake up numerous time's but the minute i shut my eye's they carry on, the friggin good ones don't lol. The one that stands out most was the other afternoon when having a nap, i was half asleep and i felt a hand lightly cup the back of my head, at first i thought my mum or rachael was there or even a carer but nobody was there, i shut my eyes for what seemed like a minute and the hand came back but again nobody there , shut my eye's again and the hand came back but this time I just left it and then it was like i was being lifted out of my body, my stomach sank and i woke up in a panic, i got after that, all that went through my my mind was is that what will happen when i die? Was that a warm up? Who knows but it scared the shit out of me .