Sunday, 5 May 2013

Dreams

Ever since i started on the glyco ive been having very strange dream's, really vivid, load's are like i am on the edge of something trying not to fall. Some are so real because there about where i am and the people around me, i wake up numerous time's but the minute i shut my eye's they carry on, the friggin good ones don't lol. The one that stands out most was the other afternoon when having a nap, i was half asleep and i felt a hand lightly cup the back of my head, at first i thought my mum or rachael was there or even a carer but nobody was there, i shut my eyes for what seemed like a minute and the hand came back but again nobody there , shut my eye's again and the hand came back but this time I just left it and then it was like i was being lifted out of my body, my stomach sank and i woke up in a panic, i got after that, all that went through my my mind was is that what will happen when i die? Was that a warm up? Who knows but it scared the shit out of me . 

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dont be scared chris, just think of it as a dream love, & perhaps a preview yu will be well looked after but just remember you have had a good fight on your hands & by god have you foyght it from day 1,aling with your mum dad lisa n rachel beside you every step of he way n not firgetting hollie she is your inspiatiina through all of this n yu must be so proud of her as she is of you continue to fight we are all so very proud if you
take care chris now n always Carol xxx

Manchester Lass, Now and Then said...

Thinking of you Chris♥ Linda xxx

Mark W said...

RIP Chris.

Manchester Lass, Now and Then said...

I am so very very sad and upset. You are free Chris, spread your wings and fly♥ My heart aches for your Mum and Dad, all your family and friends who truly loved the remarkable man you were. You are at peace Chris, even though we never met I was amazed by your courage and determination. You will never be forgotten Chris♥ Linda xxxxx

Rachael said...

Hiya Linda just want to say thanks so much for all the words of strength you gave us through Chris's fight. Your words were always encouraging and meant a lot to us. I'm just sorry that it's took all this time to msg you. Thanks again xxx rachael xxx

Manchester Lass, Now and Then said...

Hi Rachael, Thank you so much for your message, your words meant a great deal to me. Chris was a truly remarkable man who fought this terrible disease as long as he possibly could. It's almost a year since he lost his battle so I thought I would pop by to let him know I haven't forgotten him. I'm actually in the UK at the moment due to a family illness so a worrying time for me. Take good care Rachael, you were an Angel for Chris, his rock and support. Linda xxx

Manchester Lass, Now and Then said...

It's been a year already Chris. I wanted to let you know you haven't been forgotten and never will. My thoughts and prayers go out to all your family and friends, it will be such a very hard time for them. With ♥ Linda xxx

Manchester Lass, Now and Then said...

Thoughts and prayers being sent to you and your family♥ Can't believe another year has gone by:( Linda xxx

Manchester Lass, Now and Then said...

Sadly another year has gone by:( Thinking of you and your family Chris, especially your daughter Hollie who must miss you so much:( Linda xx

Manchester Lass, Now and Then said...

Still hoping and praying one day a cure will be found. Special thoughts and prayers being sent to your family and friends♥ Linda xx