Saturday, 2 March 2013


A bit of good news, finally get my divorce ;-) still not getting the money owed or my possesions so wheels are in motion to go private. Trying to explain to hollie why IT wont return her things is difficult.
We did a video the other day which i will put on here eventually. While editing it i was repulsed by the way i looked, it made me physically sick! I look awful and sound even worse.
Its my birthday on tuesday and probably the last one i will see, i cant imagine what state i would be in twelve months time. My fight is coming to a close, both physically and mentally, the inability to eat has knocked me off my feet, everything you see and hear is food and its killing me. Being uncomfortable is another nightmare both in bed and in chair. Not talking is another one, being unable to join in any conversation makes me feel lonely.
I really cant handle this any more, im not as strong as some of you out there, struggling to see what is worth all this pain and suffering, im done!


Mark said...

All we can say is we're so F**KING SORRY,this disease warrants bad language...

Manchester Lass, Now and Then said...

It's Tuesday here already Chris so I'm sending birthday greetings and big {{{hugs}}}. There are times when I'm lost for words and this is one of them. All I can say is I'm thinking of you and that you are in my thoughts and prayers♥♥ Linda xxx